day 43: two Beautiful Strangers

I kinda confused lately… why do i always have to fall for strangers… First it was you, and then now i fall for another stranger….

Before i give you more detail about this beautiful stranger i fall for recently, i want you to know that i miss you,,, Why i haven’t got your messages again?? Why you never picked up my calls?? Well maybe you’re just too busy. but i do hope u’re not forgetting me or worse, i hope u’re not trying to get rid of me from your life. I know you’re not that kind of person..

Now i about this recently beautiful stranger (lets just call it “B.S” form now on). First time i saw this B.S was on a coffee shop near my boarding house..

This B.S stole my stare at my first visit this coffee shop. At my second visit, this BS stole my mind, i start to think of this BS and made my times on the coffee shop were uncomfortable… and the hundreds visit after that, this B.S managed to steal all… (my stare, my mind, my attention, my curiosity, my heart, my world,,,, ooof Fu#k this B.S)…

Then because of my curiosity… i searched for this B.S number.. after asking about twenty people, i managed to get this B.S number. Then i start sending messages to this B.S with my secondary number… the messages were anonymous and the kind of messages with no-reply, such as “you look so cute tonight” or “nice shoes today” etc…..

hmmm… maybe the best song to describe my feeling for this beautiful stranger is madonna’s song, tittled beautiful stranger.. ghege

in case you dont have that song… i have the link if you want to download it..

here is the link : madonna – beautiful stranger

and here’s the lyrics, if you want to sing along:

Haven’t we met
You’re some kind of beautiful stranger
You could be good for me
I have a taste for danger
If I’m smart then I’ll run away
But I’m not so I guess I’ll stay
Heaven forbid
I take my chance on a beautiful stranger

I looked into your eyes
And my world came tumbling down
You’re the devil in disguise
That’s why I’m singing this song
To know you is to love you

You’re everywhere I go
And everybody knows
To love you is to be part of you
I pay for you with tears
And swallow all my pride

Dah-dah-dah-de dah-de-dah-de dah dah dah-dah-dum
Beautiful stranger
Dah-dah-dah-de dah-de-dah-de dah dah dah-dah-dum
Beautiful stranger

If I’m smart then I’ll run away
But I’m not so I guess I’ll stay
Haven’t you heard
I fell in love with a beautiful stranger

I looked into your face
My heart was dancing all over the place
I’d like to change your point-of-view
If I could just forget about you
To know you is to love you

You’re everywhere I go
And everybody knows

I looked into your eyes
And my world came tumbling down
You’re the devil in disguise
That’s why I’m singing this song to you
To know you is to love you

You’re everywhere I go
And everybody knows
I pay for you with tears
And swallow all my pride

WELL MAYBE THIS B.S HAS CAUGHT ME IN A MOMENT. BUT STILL I AM MISSING YOU…. YOU’RE NOT JUST A BEAUTIFUL STRANGER FOR ME, YOU’RE THE MOST BEAUTIFUL STRANGER WHO ACT LIKE A FRIEND IN MY LIFE, YES YOU ARE… IF THAT B.S GOT A MADONNA SONG, FOR YOU… I GOT A POEM, WRITTEN BY LEAYAH LUCAS ON 25 JUNE 2007.. hEY 25 JUNE IS MY BIRTHDAY.. HEHEHE

SO, HERE IS YOUR POEM…

Beautiful Stranger

I’m thinking
Maybe I’ve been fooled
I’m thinking
I no longer know you
I’m thinking
You’re not who you turned out to be
I’m thinking
This joke was played on me
Thinking back to what we were
Thinking back to what we held on to
I’m thinking
You weren’t the real you

Who are you?
I lost you
I don’t know who you’ve become now
Who are you?
I don’t know you
You’re such a beautiful stranger

When was the last we talked
You were so distant
I don’t know what to say
When I asked you, you resisted
What made you change?
Was it me?
Or did you hide yourself behind all those lies
I started to believe

Who are you?
I lost you
I don’t know who you’ve become now
Who are you?
I don’t know you
You’re such a beautiful stranger

What is true?
What can I believe?
Whats there left
For me to see?
You aren’t who you said you were
Everything that passed your lips
Were a lie

You’re such a beautiful stranger

I MISS YOU… xoxoxo

~ by erryprasetyo on July 13, 2008.